Dear John

It's absolutely terrible how well I can relate to John's story in Dear John.

Good and kind and loving

Going crazy

I only have 1 week and 1 day left of classes and I'm slowly going crazy. I thought I would like summer classes because they're "easier" and I have to sit in the classroom half as many days.. I thought wrong. I should be on summer vacation working and making money. At least I'll have half a summer left in 1 week and 1 day. I'll have my boy, my family, an actual bed, a pool, the beach, friends. I can't wait. Slowly going crazy until then.

Don't fall for the profile picture

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2iRbW9/pogpog.com/v/do-not-trust-profile-pictures/

This made me laugh a bit.

Results

1)

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (46%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. Orderliness (70%) high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion (46%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.

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trait snapshot:

clean, organized, dislikes chaos, semi neat freak, perfectionist, traditional, realist, fits in most places, enjoys managing others, risk averse, good at saving money, prudent, respects authority, high self control, hard working, does not like to stand out, follows the rules, finisher, resilient, takes precautions, cautious, honest, unfamiliar with the dark side of life, practical, dutiful

2)

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain	||||||||||	40%
Left Brain	||||||||||||||||	64%

*results won't usually add up to 100% as this test measures each side seperately

Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven. Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively. Overall you appear to be Left Brain Dominant

In need

As much as I hate pieces of paper that are supposed to represent something of value I'm in need of a job that will bring me said pieces of paper. Really though, who decided that paper was going to decide who is rich and who is poor, who can buy things and who can not, who is to be envied and who is to be pitied. I love my boyfriend and family for helping me out while I hurry to finish school but I hate relying on other people. I've at least known I had a job waiting since I was 15, sometimes even two jobs. We need to get out of this recession faster so I won't have to stress myself out about my future.

What I need.

What I would like to do with it.

What it should be used for: writing on and wiping with.

Smile

With all of the reasons I could find to frown

At least I know I'll always have at least one to smile.

Ily.

A 1 followed by 12 zeros

Na that's a lie. I'd be a fucking trillionaire.

Road trip

with the family. Peace out Brandon.

Alice Hoffman

...Very true. I don't know why but lately I've become so disgusted by people and how immoral they are. No one seems to care about other people just because they should. They only care when they get something out of it. I guess I'm just looking for people to change but maybe I should be the change I'm looking for.

Or maybe there is hope..

I am

21 years, 1 month and 5 days old

I'm 7,706 days old

I'm 184,965 hours old

I'm 665,874,385 seconds old

Secret #16..

but there are so many more. Lonely night.

Breathe - Taylor Swift, even if you don't like her look up the lyrics.

It's almost 2 am and I can't breathe.. but I have to.

Tonight I need

this reminder to myself

Buried Treasure